anyone ever felt as if they did not know or lost themselves?

2021.10.18 16:47 BumperDix anyone ever felt as if they did not know or lost themselves?

I'm 19 by now, studying biology at the best university of my country, my family is healthy... Some people are about me
But in this last months I've been questioning my self because recently (one like two years ago, and the other like a week ago xD) two people told me: "you've changed so much, before you wouldn't do this or that" and stuff like that... Like compliments not in a bad way
So, I thought, maybe it's because slowly I'm getting tired of masking, and maybe this is my true self, yet I'm scared that showing this version of me people would get advantage or idk
I use to be so mad, at the people, at my family, at the society in general... So mean, so proud of my self and narcissistic, even cold and distant if I can say
But since I've been analyzing... All those things come together, that was my way of masking that I didn't understand what was happening around me, didn't understand people (why they act like that), didn't understand my family (why they love me, should I do the same), didn't understand the society (why true justice doesn't exist)
And now as a young adult... I'm more sensitive and empathetic than ever, happier I think, comprehensive...
Yet empty... All is overwhelming because I still don't understand somethings, important things...
Feelings are so confusing and that sucks :P I'm only an expert with anger :/ it's easy because I know when and why I'm mad, but I don't want to go back to the anger me
So yeah, I'm still looking for the real me :')
Pd: if I made writing mistakes is because my first language isn't English
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2021.10.18 16:47 zhyus Let's talk about headphones

Hi I have started playing bass not long ago and ever wandered which headphones to buy, I live in a flat and I can't do much noise, knowing that I'm relatively new and don't want to buy something an then don't use it, Which headphones would you recommend with a great quality-price online?
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2021.10.18 16:47 nencioh What do you think about them?

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2021.10.18 16:47 Op____rah Anyone here from Shifa College of Medicine?

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2021.10.18 16:47 kyleklimax Can’t unlock cooking H’ween event

Can’t give Pestilence the cabbages? I got onions from S of Draynor bank, potatoes from Lummy, both were fine. I got 5 cabbages from Fally farm AND from Draynor (together and separate) and he won’t accept the cabbages?
Anyone else?
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2021.10.18 16:47 kingravulous Using a referral to get interviews?

I was referred by two managers for a position that will be opening up but I was wondering if I do not get accepted for that position if I could use the same two referrals from those managers for an equal level or lower-level future openings at the same company?
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2021.10.18 16:47 SpreadingSmiley What ? you like to show off ? in an MMO? that's nuts.

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2021.10.18 16:47 Supawoo Tab S7+ WiFi Issues?

Hey all, grabbed a S7+ about a month and a half ago now. I've been having non-stop WiFi issues. Doesn't matter if it's on 2.4 or 5Ghz, it seems to randomly drop the connection every few minutes. This rarely impacts streaming, as it will buffer ahead enough in most cases. But it's definitely noticeable while streaming games from Steam or Xbox Cloud.
It acts as though the connection is poor, when it's not. It will struggle to play a 4K YouTube video when 5 other devices on the network can all stream 4K at the same time just fine. Not a network issue, I know what I'm doing there - I work in IT, and every other device on the network has no issue. Speed test on the S7+ pulls ~500Mbps down and up on 5Ghz, just that it seems to drop/lose reception every few minutes.
Anyone else run into this issue? Or maybe just time to see about a replacement? I've scoured through all of it's WiFi settings, and have factory reset twice now.
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2021.10.18 16:47 DietSpam ...found my gender identity

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2021.10.18 16:47 John_Free_Thinker My homemade Halloween theme axe.

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2021.10.18 16:47 HorseFightingLeague I have completely spaced on how to create a list of column values in Pandas, including text. I am printing the values out for a report, and my silly little brain doesn't remember how to do this.

I am working on a report where I need to print out a unique statement for each row of a pandas DataFrame, using some filtering (if an item is open or closed). I would need to pull from the name, current count, date, and text columns to produce something like this.
"Joe filled 10 orders on 10/18/2021, and said they 'love this job.'"
The f-string is f"{name} filled {count} orders on {date}, and they said '{text}'"
The sticky wicket is that I can't for whatever reason remember how to extract the last line of text from the text column.
The current code I have is:

for i, row in df.iterrows(): results = [row['name'], row['current_count'], row['date'], row['text'].str.split().str.get(-1)] 
But this doesn't accomplish it because I get all of the text in the cell.
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2021.10.18 16:47 pikegomon Giratina raid need 10 5418 7003 8919 0226 7217 1381

Giratina raid need 10 5418 7003 8919 0226 7217 1381
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2021.10.18 16:47 Public_Spinach_1298 0580 11

How did yall find the core paper
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